My camera broke 3 weeks ago, and I am left with 3 videos inside the internal memory… was it a sign that the time to leave had come? I admit that mentally I am always in a retirement limbo, being a producer has beautiful things but it is a career that is not easy at all, obviously due to the existence of toxic users or how difficult it is still to work creating content for adults. I meditate daily to try that the positive thoughts always outweigh the negative ones, but this last time the negative ones were winning, my motivation was zero, my camera would take 2 months to be ready, so I did research on how to rent a new camera, everything It was nice except for the price, it was exactly the same as starting the legal procedures for the Brazilian, so I had to choose between starting a lawsuit or having a work tool for the next few weeks, but seriously, I would rent a camera when my motivation was really on the floor? I try not to think and just follow my intuition, I rented a much better camera than mine and went to the mall, I think it really is the worst place to try to recruit someone, it is always easier to access interviews in less crowded places, but I was very close to the camera center and I needed to clear my head, so a walk would not hurt me,that’s when I saw him, he looked like some kind of angel contemplating a sneaker showcase, my keen eyesight as I passed by him allowed me to see that he was on his cell phone with the open calculator application, subtracting almost as if to see if he could really buy that type of sneaker, my urge to talk to him was great, I didn’t even have a premeditated idea before talking to him but I thought; Well, he’s young, he must know about video games, I’ll do a kind of trivia that if he answers well, he could win some sneakers and I’ll chat with him for a while…
David, the boy with the beautiful eyes was called David and he is 18 years old (Almost 19 since he turns them soon).
From the first second I could tell that he was a happy person and full of energy, I mentioned the rules of the contest and that if he answered correctly he could win a pair of sneakers, his face lit up, because apparently it was just what he wanted.
I made him choose between 4 topics for his trivia, he chose one in which he thought he was comfortable and everything was going very well for him, since he had 2 correct answers out of 3 and he only had to answer one more question to win the prize. (Was I really going to give him the award even if he said no about joining str8crushfeet? Actually, yes, I didn’t even know if I would be able to talk to him about feet, but I felt like it might just brighten his day a little. that would make me happy too, so yes… I was willing to give him that prize even without anything in return lol).
But David failed the third question, at this point I was already panicking, the most beautiful eyes and the most tender and genuine smile that I had seen in a long time in a boy were about to say goodbye… maybe forever, but I couldn’t I plucked up the courage and talked to him about being a foot model, he was very interested and he was very happy, since he told me that he currently works in a fast food place and he was very interested in knowing about people who want to see his feet in videos… I bought him a hamburger and his feline gaze lit up again and he gave that 0.5 second smile again that feels like a punch that clouds your judgement.
I made it up for lunch and he filled me with questions, he was a very talkative boy, extroverted, open-minded, lively and also too funny, he never stops moving and making faces so in the end his physical cute appearance matches his even brighter personality, it’s impossible to look at him without making your day. We had a long talk, I explained to him all the pros and cons of being a model for adult material but he was very determined, apparently the idea of being a foot model and having someone else lick his feet excited him a lot. I must admit that it’s the first time that I don’t automatically think about how that cute boy’s feet will be like. I was so absorbed with his magnetic personality and those ocean eyes with changing tones that even me, the most obsessed with handsome straight men’s feet didn’t completly thinking about this guy’s feet… although once the thought came up… I thought of him as possibly the cutest master of str8crushfeet, who I hoped his feet would be just as cute as he is. It’s not something I always do, but I remembered the time I gave Joeng a pair of sneakers as a gift for his first clip and I felt that this time David deserved even more than that, so I offered him a complete outfit as a thanks for wanting to be part of my straight masters army, David couldn’t believe it.
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